i do not know why i was born here or today or in this century.
i feel something. something that is pushing me to head somewhere, a direction. but where?
is time not on my side? why do i feel a sense of urgency? is this typical for ‘millennials?’
i am thinking to leave my paid work in a couple of months and to find other good work to do.
non-for-profit organisations sounds good. i want to take on work that ties with larger, interdisciplinary fields & scopes – issues/things that ties with social, community, environmental, economic, political(oh no) stuff.
-ordinary girl steps, reacts, grapples, raises her voice, listens & asks, documents, ‘philosophizes’ (not a word but you know what i mean) about the world.
- i go with no business/organisation/team name. no leader. no heirarchy. people chip/fund me to do work in their country – i come to listen and support them.
-i help with their work in exchange to sleep/accomodate in their home and free food is taken care of for me – which means i won’t stay in one place for a prolong period of time. i will walk, ride bikes, walk and walk like a nomad/backpacker in foreign environments/countries – is this not living?
^ i should pack my backpack soon.
and then go.